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Hidden heart slivers finally break through.
The awareness is earth shattering
my mind begins to circle in endless monologs.

Salt sears my eyes.

Each drop holds a different arrangement of pure heartache.
I hold in my hands a constant flow of unstable memories.
Crimson flushes through my body with the actions and words that happened
Once upon a time.

While your words speak of your truths
I hold the reality in the palm of my hands.
With your opinions bursting through the speaker
I finally see what I used to succumbed to.
You were always right and
I was in the line of fire to always be wrong.

I saw the truths while you ran away with a fable
I should have held my ground
I should have left long ago

But you were always the one.

My eyes are heavy with relief
but the crash in my chest
still lingers with the words
you try to force yourself to believe.

You’ll never understand
You’ll never feel the love I lost the night in February.
You were never there.

Somehow you’ve envisioned you were standing by my side.
You were my support system when I lost full control.

You’re misunderstood.

Little did you know the climb it took me to get where I stand today
With each second and minute that goes by I become whole again.

I finally found my release.
Clenching my chest for holding a breath too long,
I begin to let go and move on.

Words were needed to be exchanged.
Reality needed to be spat at you.
I tell you how it is and never again hold back.

Believe what you need to believe
Tell your loved ones what “we” went through to make yourself look like the
bigger person
I turn to universe to remind myself I was never in the wrong.

It was I who went through the loss on my own.
The red consumes my memories
The tingling electrocutes my veins
And the emptiness in the pit of my stomach is what
haunts me.

Love is a lost memory
Touch is a feeling that is unfamiliar
Trust has become invisible
And the guard is on full lock down mode.


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