Skip navigation

Discomfort fills my body. Legs are becoming weak, my nerves are shot.

My heart continues to feel the collapse in my sternum.

Grasping and kneading my heart has taken over every movement of my body once again.

The sudden pain and agony has taken over my abdomen. My lower back has never been grasped so firmly.

Red flushes through my body and pulsates harder, deeper against my chest. A web of white and red covers my torso and suddenly I wonder what my life would be like if I wasn’t so reckless.

The initial realization of the disconnect that’s taking place as your heart screams to hold on.

Sharp inhales and brief exhales take over my breathing patterns. Inconsistent and uneven, floods of salt are streaming down my jaw line.

 The blood that’s splashed against the ceramic, I’m afraid to look deeper to see the damage my body accomplished.

The blood has rushed to my chest and I’ve lost full control over my limbs. Curled up in a corner of my single bedroom apartment, I’ve become immobile. I never thought I needed touch in my life until now.

 Falling back into the stark white single bathroom stale, I collapse to process the tragedy of an unborn. The 90-degree corner has never felt more sturdy and comforting. It has now become a hug in which I can rely on.

At 84 beats a minute, my pulse continues to climb. I can feel the pulse growing stronger throughout my body. Every artery has shown itself. Limbs are radiating heat to the maximum capacity yet the temperature feels as though it’s dropping, rapidly.

 I have yet to process the divide between me and what lays within the ceramic bowl. The facts are laid in front of me. Something is missing. Something was lost. Something was violently rejected from my body.

 Something, was a someone, who will forever be missed.

Advertisements

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

TIME

Current & Breaking News | National & World Updates

Words on a blackboard

In a world of poems, words steal love and put it on a blackboard

Elan Mudrow

Smidgens

keithgarrettpoetry

Smile! You’re at the best WordPress.com site ever

blakntea

this is life

Reject Reality

The world as I see it, according to myself.

A Narcissist Writes Letters, To Himself

A Hopefully Formerly Depressed Human Vows To Practice Self-Approval

Your Well Wisher Program

Attempt to solve commonly known problems…

Never Ever Give Up!

“You never know how strong you are, until being strong is your only choice" Bob Marley

Music Junkie Press

Rock News | Alternative Music | Music Festivals

Mariana

Filmmaker. Musician. Observer. Enjoyer.

Quotes

Add me on Facebook: facebook.com/gagaofficaldotwebsdotcom Twitter: twitter.com/LifeTweets___ Tumblr: lifesbestquotesaround.tumblr.com/

master yourself

Just another WordPress.com site

The Truth Warrior

Empowering and Inspiring people to be fully authentic, loving, happy, peaceful and joyful in their lives.

%d bloggers like this: